In my dream we drive through the snow and need one more coffee, which brings us to Queens where her phone gets smashed forcing her to hunt for a cheap plastic replacement shell in the packed market.

In my dream I find five small dogs in cages starving and dehydrated. I hook leashes on to their loose collars to begin to care for them after such long neglect. Four others didn’t make it.

In my dream I’m the sole person in the studio building late at night. It means I’m free to take a few empty test tubes from someone else’s space. Their name starts with a J and is written on a chalkboard on the wall I’m behind.

In my dream I am trying to help J to slip the patrol and escape through the hotel’s crowded lobby. J is skittish and keeps changing their mind. I wrangle them through the crowd and into the restaurant. We need to act normally.

In my dream the parking lot attendant and the usher are both as excited as I am about LaBelle performing at the local hotel. “We’ll sneak you in”, they say.

In my dream we three are cleaning the kitchen in the aftermath of the dinner party. As I scoop beans and rice off of the counter we sing “Beautiful Girls” from “Follies”. Somehow that last long note falls to me and I wobble my way through it, embarrassed.